Moving On

6 years ago I was living in an apartment with Corrie who was at the time my fiance. It was around this time of the year that my folks came up with the idea of us moving in with them for a while. There were positive and negatives on either side of this arrangement but in the end we decided to take our folks up on the offer, mostly because I knew they were having financial issues and by our paying rent we could help them out. I didn’t expect that we would still be living there 6 years later but losing jobs and other financial will cause that. It has been tough on us and my parents both but there seems to be a light at the end of the tunnel.

I have talked about us moving out for awhile now but I haven’t really made any steps towards making that happen yet, until last Saturday. Corrie and I decided that we would head out and start looking at places that might work for us. We started with apartment buildings but I don’t think either one of us really want to live in an apartment complex, I’ve heard too many horror stories about that so than we started looking at duplexes.

Long story short we found the perfect place, it’s in the central part of town which is where we want to live, it’s only $600 in rent which I think we can pay, it has 2 bedrooms so the other big dream of becoming foster parents could happen there too. It’s crazy how close we are to this, when we went out to look we were mostly just trying to get an idea of what was in the area and planning to hopefully move by the first of next year but now it looks like we might be able to get a place even sooner than that.

I’d be lying to you if I wasn’t nervous about this, in a lot of ways this will be taking a big risk for both Corrie and I. What if we aren’t that great at keeping a budget? What if one of us loses a job and we can’t get a new one fast enough? There is TONS of risk involved here. But whenever you feel called into something in life there will always be risk involved. Last night at church we started a series in Luke and we had a sermon about Mary, the mother of Jesus, and the risk she had to take of believing that God was going to give her a baby even though she was still a virgin. It was an amazing happenstance to hear this sermon about hearing a call from God and how do we react to it?

How did Mary react? Well she first reacted by stating the obvious.

“How will this be,” Mary asked the angel, “since I am a virgin?”

You can imagine the dismay in her response. “I’ve never had sex before in my life, there is no way that I can become pregnant it’s not scientifically possible.” But The angel just spells it out for her

“The Holy Spirit will come on you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. So the holy one to be born will be called the Son of God.

Then Mary does something that I wish we could all learn to do, she trusts.

 “I am the Lord’s servant,” Mary answered. “May your word to me be fulfilled.”

Perhaps it’s strange to see the parallels between the story of Jesus birth and Corrie and I being called to move out on our own but it makes tons of sense. The larger picture of what Corrie and I are being called into also involves children. The deepest longing that we have is to be able to raise kids, in order to be foster parents we’ll need our own place so this initial risk  is really the beginning of a journey for us. It;s exciting to see what God is doing, and like Mary my response is trust. I am the lords servant and his word will be fulfilled with us.

When was the last time you were invited to really risk in your life? How did things turn out?



So as long as I have been a blogger which is a relly long time in internet years, one of the things I have always wanted to do was answer peoples questions, especially those of a philosophical/spiritual nature. Those are the types of discussions I enjoy the most.

I have found though it can be hard to do that when you don’t have a lot of readership. But I’d like to try anyway. I’ve noticed that this blog has been reaching quite a few people, people I don’t even know are reading my words here so I thought it was as good a time as any to give it a try.

You can ask me anything, I am mostly interested in questions regarding faith and with doubt, but they can be personal in nature, I am not afraid to share aspects of my life with others. Perhaps there are concepts that you have trouble with in the bible, perhaps you want more information or are just interested in  hearing my views on something. I am game for anything but one thing I am not going to promise is concrete answers, I will offer my thoughts and opinions but as it is with faith it’s good to remember that there are many different ways of looking at something, what I am mostly interested in is dialogue. TO have conversations with each other even if we disagree.

So how do you ask your question? Easy, one of two ways. First you can just post it here and I will answer one question a week. If you would rather though you can email me privately at and I will keep your question anonymous.

SO don’t be shy, ask away and I will do my best to answer. I should probably mention that I am only a theological hobbyist, not a paid scholar nor a pastor. I look forward to hearing from you.

Yeah.. I listened to that!

So I have been trying to think of some fun stuff to do on this blog as well as writing the more serious stuff and one of the things I figured I’d do is share some of the gloriously horrible Christian music I would consider guilty pleasures. Please understand, as bad as some of this stuff is I have no intention on mean spirited jabs, I sincearly loved this stuff as I was growing up and some of it still has a place in my heart. I’ll start with a good one.

Dude! Seriously!  I used to crank this song up so loud. Yeah buddy!

PS If you can think of a better name for this feature let me know.